This is dairy. Personal. Teenage angst. angah.
Yesterday was terrible, but it wasn't the worst either. My baby sister threw up twice and traced it onto my bed. I forgot to tip the pizza guy. My mom yelled at me. I'm gonna run away to Santa Monica someday. One good thing was yesterday and that was getting to write a letter to rivdawg after a long while.
Fuck it. "Can't stop partying" is the best song from weezer. We need raditude 2. Radi2ude?
I just had an idea: what if I wrote the most generic emo rock song ever? I wouldn't be surprised if people like it or hate it. Imma pour a lot of personal feelings in there too. I just remembered I don't know any chords tho lol.
Why does this has to be so difficult... I'm choosing between spending 27 bucks on a weezer lunchbox or 50 on a fanclub membership... wtff why is this so difficulttt...
Welp that's 27 bucks down the drain. My mom is having sax xDDDD
They freakin' rejected my order!! Maybe this is a sign?
penis
I can't decide either the funne rivers discharge jar or a cd player... Blah, I guess I'll ask for one of them on xmas.
Some dude squeezed my tits really hard and now I'm wet... dude I have a bf...
Soaking. wet.
I haven't wrote on here for a long while, but a lot has been going on. My bf and I are kinda arguing a lot and everyone forgot thanksgiving existed. At least I have a cd player now. What sucks is that walkmans aren't really for walking! I've been writing a lot of letters but I'm scared to send him. He probably thinks I'm a creep. Maybe I should've not written anything. I was rlly thinking with my dick the whole time. I hope he at least likes my drawings though. Meh, he probably had way worse fangirls.
*sigh* this day is stressful already and I just wanna lock myself in a room rn. At least I can find solace in the internet right? right?? *casually searches thom yorke vore*
I went to Spencers after hearing they just started selling weezer shirts. I found them but they were all faded! 25$ for a shirt that I can literally fade myself? Not like I'm crying about it but I hope no one gets me it for xmas... wtf spencers and manhead :/...
I went to a guitar shop with my dad and he showed me this Really nice mustang! I really want it but I also need an amp... I think ima sell feet pics so I can get a nice one.
Dudee you won't believe but my school blocked this website. So stupid dude!! Fuck you (school) don't strip away my comfort zone. A lots changed and new years succcckked so hard. At least I got to watch fireworks with billie joe tho.. I also got a walkman!! an epic one that doesn't skip and you can play whatever the hell you want!! It's a d-ne320!! badass. I started listening to green day lott more often. coolio band. Me and my dad might drive an hour to a record shop just to go to a listening party of their new album "Saviors" I haven't heard it yett but I heard people say they vibe so imma give this a try. They might give away some stuff 2 so im stoked. Speaking about new bands, I listened to Korn for first time. Korn. I didn't really like it though. Not that but idk! I did hear the dude say it was "solid" so I would've expected something. Maybe its too slow for me. Anyone want it? Not me! :/ $100 on ebay if you wanna...
I er... heh... got that weezer shirt anyway... and a green day one... coooolio.
Valentines day? Bleh. It's only weezer day! Happy birthday to my fav band, and the band that saved my life!! lov ya! ^_^ I wish I could do so much more than text. I wonder what Rivers is doing today? Hope he and the others have a good one! :) I gotta get ready now...
I don't like it here. I want to run away. He'll probably find me dead. I'll die in his arms.
hibi no nake de oware ta hibi no nake e hibi onaru de sora re ta hibi no nake e